My how life can change.
I enjoyed a quiet evening outside on the deck last night listening to the sounds of summer. As I sat there, I was reflecting on where my heart and life were at just one year ago. My whole world was falling apart and I was clinging to the Lord with every ounce that I had left.
It was a desperate cling. Have you been there?
It’s a place where you have to take a good look in the mirror and ask yourself if you really believe what you say you believe. A place where the only option is to let go and where holding on would just prolong the hurt.
It’s called surrender.
The journey has been liberating and painful at the same time. What a mystery.
All I know is that the process has left me incredibly grateful.
No,I don’t have all the answers to my questions, but I do feel blessed when I look back on the beautiful life that God has given me. I became a better woman in my thirties and loved the life God gave me while I grew.
This song reflects my heart tonight.